Family's all that counts.
Stop giving so much for people who don't give a fuck.

two weeks in a different multiverse.

出来了。

然后我一直在想，这会不会是个错误的决定。
会不会在以后的夜里，回想着 当初为什么就不能够再坚强一些。
忍一忍就过去了，那里就算有不喜欢的人不喜欢的事物不喜欢的环境
但毕竟也有好多喜欢的朋友。

我知道我极端，一直知道自己会为了非常想达到的目标不择手段。
如果当初出来了一次就不再回去，根本就不会有这样的感觉吧。
但出来了再回去 感觉就变质了，我自己都有点害怕。
当初誓死坚决的我——去了哪里？
不过当下的我也只能继续，keep up the façade.

Play along, life is a game.
而到最后，没有谁是赢家。
得失看得太重，反而会坏了乐趣。又何必？

未来还有很长的路要走。
就让这次的经历在记忆里被磨散，
然后 忘记。

131203

The ending of SPM marks another closed chapter of my life.

The end of uniforms, end of restricting rules, end of childishness.

Actually the moment it ended, I didn't know what to feel.

Not happy enough, not as excited as I expected I would be.

I didn't get to bade goodbye properly with this place in which I'd spent 5 years of my precious adolescent years.

Maybe because I don't want to leave those memories behind.

Shrieking in the washrooms, hiding phones in the drawers, running around the school compound.

I want to cherish those moments, continue them till forever.

I don't want to close this chapter ):

I thought of continuing my studies in chkl, in sm3.

But my results sucks so that would just be trashing my future with my own hands, lol.

So that's it, the last.

Thank you chkl, for everything.

I never regretted my choice, and never will.

Goodbye (: